Letter to the Lord
October 31st, 2009 by adminDear Lord Jesus,
Lord, You’re so dear to me and I love you so much. You’re my everything. You have done such awesome things in my life. I thank you for that.
Today you allowed me to experience such and awesome thing that I cannot even put this experience into words. This is just so exciting to me. Lord thank you for it. Thank you for teaching me aobut obedience and thank you for giving me the strength and courage I needed to fulfill your will. Lord it was not an easy thing to do and I thank you for helping me with it. Thank you for letting me do such an important thing.
Lord I ask that you will continue to teach me, mold me, guide me and please send more people in my life that can teach me as well. Thank you for those you have already put in my life. I am so grateful to them and for them. Yes I know they have had hard words for me but I needed it and still need it. I have learned a lot and have grown a lot because of it. Lord I want you to train me up in your ways and prepare me for ministry. For the things you have called me to do.
I wish to always be a willing vessel and teachable. It’s not always hard but it’s worth every minute of it. It’s worth all the growing pains and the discipline. Lord, please continue to do a work in my life. Continue to mold me, teach me and shape me into what you want for me to be. I know that it may not always be exciting but it will be hard but it will be worth every minute of it. I know I will struggle and have a hard time at times but I am willing to endure till the end no matter how hard it gets.
I know that this is a serious thing to say and hold myself to but I choose to and am willing to accept the responsibilities involved.
I want more and more of you and after today I want even more after experiencing what you let me see and feel and go through. You have stirred me up in a big way. I am so excited that the excitement and the opportunities outway the hard work and commitment that will be required of me. I know a lot will be required of me but I am willing and ready to take on what ever you ask of me and I will do it to the best of my ability and the best way I know how.
Thank you for teaching me the rewards of obeying you no matter how off the wall or how hard it may seem. I know that you will never give me more then I can handle and I thank you for that.
Thank you for all the trials and hardships you have placed in my life and all the different people and problems you have put in my life. I have learned many things. It may not be the easiest or the funnest way to learn things but I know you have a reason for everything you allow in my life.
I want you to be able to shine in my life so that people can see you through me at all times. Lord please teach me the things that I need to learn so that this can happen. Teach me the things I need in order for all the fruits of the spirit to be made manifest in my every day life. I know this could be a very potentially serious prayer to pray but I choose to so that I can be more like you. You want for us to be like you in your image. Well.. I want this to be true in my life at all times. I am willing to do what ever it takes for this to happen.
I am down right serious and want to be the person you created me to be and want to be able to walk in all the things you have called me to.
I have wondered why you had allowed certain things to happen in my life but now I understand that you wanted me to learn things from them even though they were and are hard places to be in at times. I am sorry if I have ever whined at you about it or said why me. I know I said this about being with TQ and about C.O.P. but now I know that I learned things in those two situations that I needed to learn and fast. Thank you for these lessons even though they were hard things to go through. I thank you for all the things you have allowed me to go through for the purpose of teaching me things
Lord I want to have an even closer relationship with you and to be able to hear your ever so sweet voice. Please teach me and show me how to reach you in a bigger and better way then I have ever experienced.
I ask that you do what ever is necessary in my life to bring about the changes and the growth in me that you desire to have manifested. I ask that you will teach me the things of ministry and teach me the things I need to walk in and fulfill my callings. Lord you have given me such great callings. It’s awesome and I am so excited and anxious to learn and to move in these callings. I thank you for doing a fast work in me and ask that you will continue to do so
Lord my life is yours and I ask and give you permission to do with it what ever you wish. Have you way in my life and let your will be done in me, for me, and trough me. Have you way.
Thank you Lord for choosing to call me use me to get your work done here on earth. Thank you for the awesome blessings you have given me. Thank you for the opportunities you have given me and will give me. Thank you for your presence in my life and thank you for letting me feel your presence in my life. I just can’t thank you enough. I love you so much.
I love you
Your willing servant
Brandi